The hundred W's

In this section I will bloviate upon all W's about myself and my inspirations. Clicking on the W of each section will lead to another page going deeper into the letter.

This area will be built out more as I feel inspired.

I am Will. I am a person who is seen as empathetic and compassionate. Though i would love to be a person who stays home and only sees people when the need arises.. Though i have this deep and dirty wish, it is not my path, and it is not what i am here to do.

I had a grandfather, Billy, who was always happy and excited to be of service to others. I have received this curse, and i live it with deep gratitude. It feels good to help others, and it feels like a compulsion that I cannot avoid. I am not a "yes man" though, I have strong boundaries. It is more truthful to say that it is just part of my path. I saw my grandfathers love for others, and felt it for myself. Serving our siblinghood is what i feel is the best use of this lifetime. There is lots of time to personally enjoy the pleasures of life, there is not as much opportunity to assist someone else in being able to drink from the cup.

I was introduced to energy medicine at a young age by an aunt, Suzy, and i am forever indebted. Living from childhood with the knowing that magic is real has allowed me to step into what i am able to be, devoid of the need to fit in to what feels like backwards pop-cultural standards. Aunty Sue has always encouraged my wandering mind, and i believe has been grateful to have another soul like hers alive in the family. Energy work, shamanism, and all things other realms have been a deep interest, and i explored the pages of many mystical tomes in my teens. But. Nothing was happening. Nothing outside of feeling the magic. I realized i was reading about others peoples magic, instead of playing with my own. So i stopped reading, and i started living. Magic was all around me, and the spirits were loud, because i started listening.

I like to do a number of things. Professionally I work in healthcare, providing massage and energetic healing to people. My scope and abilities are currently increasing as I am in third year of a four year Traditional Chinese Medicine program at CITCM. I will be graduating as an Acupuncturist and be able to practice prescribing herbal medicine as well. I am super stoked,

Privately i love fantasy, and exploring worlds created by other people imaginations, they are truly remarkable. Unfortunately, i haven't been impressed by cinematic media for years, and my main reading time has been pulled towards areas of Chinese Medicine. But thanks to the power of technology, i am able to do so over the interwebs in videogames, and there are some seriously incredible places to explore.

My love for fantasy pushed me towards the open door of Dungeons and Dragons some years ago, and that has been a wildly enjoyable pass time. I have been playing constantly in at least one game pretty well since i started, and am currently the Dungeon Master for a game with some really special friends. I have the habit of recording sessions, and really need to get around to posting the adventures..

I also deeply enjoy music, but blame my athletic youth on not chasing any mastery of instruments.. Though i did get a computer powerful enough to produce electronic music i was immediately distracted by video games.. 700+ hours into the Elder Scrolls Online could have been 700+ hours into music production.... ALAS! I am proud of myself and all my choices. I can make a beat, though i haven't finished a song i think is good. What i have done is become a pretty decent DJ! Genres depending on who is listening, but deep wobbly bass and melodic tribal rhythms really get me going! Check out the art and media section for more on that!

I am located and practicing in Calgary Alberta, Canada. I like it quite well here, though it has taken a while to get to this point. It has come to be the place I call home a little unwillingly, a little begrudgingly but now with deep gratitude, because of the amazing people that I have met here and grown close with.

Now. Always now, only ever now.

Of all the questions i think why is the most difficult to truly answer, because like a young child, we can continue asking.

I believe in fate, and i also believe in the random chaos of chance. So i do not know why i am who i am, or i do what i do, other than it usually feels like the right thing to do, In unfortunate cases, somethings feels like the wrong thing to do, but socially it is the right thing to do. This has happened a few times in the last year, ill go into details somewhere..

If there is a singular god, and you asked them "why?", i am almost certain they would say "why not?". Why not is also an impossible question. Maybe ill get into that later too.

Why, as a philosophical idea, is a really interesting one. There is a good chance we will never know. Though very often, regardless of our patience or impatience, we find out the answer to our whys. Perhaps this will be true of our experience after death!

So why? Who knows. Who's who? Not sure. Maybe me, maybe you, maybe it, maybe that, maybe them, maybe nothing, maybe everything.

So why? Great question.

Somnambulant. Erudite. Catastrophic ways of thinking and speaking can cause additional damage to any and/or all properties and persons.

We must find divine ways to rewind time to prevent thyme from becoming chyme before a four door removes the floor and becomes anything but a little more of a sore shore's carpophore, or else.

Or else what? Hell yeah baby, get thet money.